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$20 each. Paypal Only. No points ATM Im sorry possibly next batch!

Pixel Candy Corn I would prefer to do Halloween themed things but if not thats ok :)Pixel Candy Corn 
  What will $20 get you?
     -1 Full sized chibi OR
     -2 Mini Chibis OR
     -1 Fullsized Sketch (not chibi)
If you want more done (or less) prices can change.

.:Happy star:. 5 slots for now.:Happy star:. 

1. The-Purple-Room

Please note I -MIGHT- be slow on things since I'm switching depression meds and so Im an emotional rollercoaster. Art usually makes me feel better so please understand.
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Under the Apple Tree
  • Reading: Turks- The kids are alright
  • Watching: Last Order
  • Playing: Final Fantasy 7
  • Eating: Gysahl Greens
  • Drinking: Godamn tea
1. How long have you been on DeviantArt? 

Including my old account (GASP) 10 years.

2. What does your username mean? 

valleyoflostsouls - (gods I forgot about this account tbh) I live in Las Vegas, Nevada. City of Sin. The valley. Hence- Valley of LOST SOULS WE ARE DAMNED DAMNIT

Original was CheshirePanda- During my days at the Art Institute I kept using the phrase 'sad panda' and wearing gothic lolita dubbed me Panda. My obsession with Cheshire Cat was rampant at that time too.

Phantom Carnival- I love horror stories and childlike wonder- so two of my mentalities mixed together. (specifically the unknown and Carousal horses were in mind)

3. Describe yourself in three words. 

Shy Artist Dreamer

 4. Are you left or right handed?

Right (for drawing, writing) everything else seems left handed x_x

5. What was your first deviation? 

Shiva by valleyoflostsouls

I THINK thats my first EVER. Its Shiva from FF7. 

6. What is your favourite type of art to create? 

Fun art. If I dont enjoy doing/making it its not my fave lol

7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be? 

BACKGROUND ART. To be able to make a window into another world would be heavinly ;A;

8. What was your first favourite? 

Disney Ponies by DolphyDolphiana

9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most? 

Sculptures, cute, art that inspires me.

10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist? 


*clears throat*

The-Purple-Room I watched her blossom into the amazing artist she is today. Her work has exceeded my own and I am very proud to have had a hand in that ;)

Atelier-Enaibi Her dolls. omg. HER. DOLLS. And her garage kits!! HNNNGG to be on that level of perfection guh shes so amazing~

firstfear the pixel art, the vector, her style, I could look through her gallery all day. <3 <3

zambicandy Her work is so inspiring to me~ Her style made me want to strive to find my own style. 

Qarrezel Most of you probably dont know Im a furry and this lovely person is who sucked me in XD The level of realism she achieves with her masks!! I actually got to see one in person at Fanime- Krumpus. I'll post the pic when I get home!


11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?

Besides my lil sis above all those pple. I met zambicandy and omg that was an artist's dreammm Shes so awesome!!

12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life? 

 all the above in a good way.

13. What are your preferred tools to create art?

My tablet, Photoshop (slowly turning into SAI), Sculpey, wire, fur, glue, paint.

14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?

truthfully its anywhere. I try to keep paper with me everywhere I go because I get ideas and inspirations anywhere. Also at night. Im almost positive I should live on the other side of the world because my sleep schedual would fit perfectly there lol

15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory? 

Just going through all the artwork on here, talking to people, and just enjoying it all :3
  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: Under the Apple Tree
  • Reading: Turks- The kids are alright
  • Watching: Last Order
  • Playing: Final Fantasy 7
  • Eating: Gysahl Greens
  • Drinking: Godamn tea
Lovely Shoujo (Hi Hello) [V2]
Hello friends!

Things have been getting better! Sorry for not updating like I said I would. I wasn't ready I guess lol.

My life- Skip if uninterested XD
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Ive been more social, hanging out with friends and experiencing life in ways I never was able to before. I realize I missed out on my preteen/teen/young adult life. I missed doing things that a lot of people did during those ages. So even though physically Ive been on this earth for 27 years, I feel as though Im 16 and just starting out. I still have responsibilities I try to uphold lol, so its not like Im out partying til 5 am or anything. I mean hell, I'm born and raised in Las Vegas Nevada and literally Ive only been in maaayybee 2-3 of the casinos on the strip. Seriously. I didn't get out much.
I know Ive talked about moving into a house for over a year now but we werent ready for that either. I think I needed a year to grow. To bloom and figure out my life. I still am, but I do see the Brittany I once knew coming out. Gosh I've missed her <3
So anyway we (mom and I) are working hard core into getting our shit together (getting rid of clutter, organizing, boxing stuff up, saving up money) so slowly we are chipping away at whats around us. Its starting to feel really great. Its amazing how accomplished you can feel just clearing out something as small as a cubbard.
I've made a very close friend that I knew in highschool and Im reacquainting myself with people of my past I was mad at for whats now no reason. Im still letting go of my Hermit tendencies but I get so drained after hanging out for only a few hours. But I have nothing but fun when I do so its all good :)

tl;dr Im getting happier in life :)
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/Life Story

So anyway, Im curious, what would you all like to see more of me doing once Im more able to?
Back into my Kawaii art? Kawaii Grin Face Emoji  (I've become desensitized to cute things so I dont even know if what I draw is cute anymore. True story.)
Want to see my style of how I draw? Like Original art?
Sculptures? (These I really cant do much of til we move, I make such messes x_x)
Anything else?

Thank you to whoever has made it to this far in reading XD You are a champ! Here's a cookie COokie

So anyway- Im stoked about the remake of Final Fantasy 7. So expect fanart and fangirling. That is all

Sephiroth Avatar 2 'Oh Good' (Reno)      :tonguefighting: 
  • Mood: Sociable
  • Listening to: Under the Apple Tree
  • Reading: Turks- The kids are alright
  • Watching: Last ORder
  • Playing: Final Fantasy 7
  • Eating: Gysahl Greens
  • Drinking: Godamn tea
I will be Attending Fanime next month :) A friend of mine is sharing with me her booth, so if you want to meet me I will be in the artist alley! I will also be posting what I've been working on to sell ^^ First thing I've gotten to look forward to in a long time! :D
  • Mood: Excited
  • Watching: Death Parade
  • Playing: Fantasy Life
Just an update

Sorry for so much inactivity. I just went through a breakup that made me feel alienated, abandoned, and hurt even though I brought it upon myself since I was the one to break up with my fiancee of 13 years. Its been very hard on me, but if it didn't happen nothing would've changed. I won't air my dirty laundry, so I'm not posting any details besides those previously mentioned. I will for now focus entirely on my art and myself. I've done a few pieces that turned out amazingly well but are of such depressing matter that I don't think I can post any. I have gotten back into sculpting so since I've finally been able to get some sleep I should be able to finish a few things I've done.

I'm not looking for sympathy, I've just pent it all up since I can't seem to say anything at all about it without some sort of kick in the face.
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: It Only Hurts When I Breathe ~Melissa Etheridge
  • Reading: MockingJay
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

I will keep this account my cute account, MossyToadstool will hold all my Poseable Dolls! :D
I will be transferring over my other pictures just so everyone knows X3

  • Mood: Anxious
Hello Watchers!

For those with commissions from me they will be on hold for the next few days- I lost my wacom pen and I'm waiting for the replacement!

However for those who have Vectored art needed I can get those done sooner!

Gonna be much more active!!
  • Mood: Anxious
Thank you all for the Birthday Wishes!! Sorry I haven't been active as much as I should be- been trying to break through this Hermit issue I have :/

Commissions are open!! Please check HERE for more information!
  • Mood: Tense
SO. Its gotten to the point where I need to sell things :(

A few things- Since I'm living with my mom as a Live in Aide- these come from a SMOKING home- After this photo I will be stuffing them into bags with febreeze and putting them into the garage. I also have a dog. If you see a * and want to see more photos, please note me.
None of them have their original tags. I never thought I would have to sell them :/


So here is the first batch- Note me if interested!!

Winter Pink and white Pooh Bear: $13 USD
Scamp bean bag plush: $6 USD
Alice bean bag plush *some small stains on apron/back: $8 USD
Sanrio Chibimaru plush: $15 USD
Aladdin Book: $5 USD
Aladdin A Small Problem book *front cover bent on bottom right corner: $4 USD
Pokemon Mcdonalds Axew: $2 USD
Pokemon Mcdonalds Snivy: $2 USD
Domino Plush: $15 USD
Kiara hand Puppet: $5 USD
Vintage Dumbo Plush: $8 USD
14" Dumbo Plush *hat is loose, I can re sew it if wanted: $15 USD
Eeyore Bean Plush: $10 USD
Aurora Doll *HAND PAINTED FACE- Nude: $10 USD
Laying Nala Plush: $10 USD
LARGE Laverne PUPPET *Missing dove on head: $30 USD

I have a ton more Lion King plush that I will post later.
  • Mood: Uneasy
Hello Everyone!

Mainly making an update since my Premium expired and I hate my journal being too fancy in comparison XDDD

Sooo- I will be making more Faelin and possibly opening customs. I will also be releasing Kitten versions as well, so keep an eye out!
  • Mood: Delighted

Commission Slots Open!

Fri Feb 14, 2014, 1:33 AM

Hello Everyone!

Just a Quick Update- My commissions are Open!

.: C- laurabububun:. by PhantomCarnival
Full Detail Chibi $20
Additional Chibi $15
Additional Animal $5
Lolita Print (detail like above) Extra $10 per chibi

.: Elsa :. by PhantomCarnival
Mini Chibi $10
Additional Chibi $10
Additional Animal $5

.:Free Icon-Fionna:. by PhantomCarnival
Icon $7

ATM I can only do a few at a time!


Thank you!

Rainbow divider 2 by D-g-A

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  • Mood: Love
  • Reading: Vampire Lestat

Finally Moved Homes

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 16, 2014, 2:07 AM

For those interested in my life

I feel I should probably make an update since so much has happened so far.

I just finished moving out, I am now in with my mother and my husband is with his brother/uncle/grandma. I do not have my computer set up yet so Im using my moms (which has none of my programs on :( )
I can't quite say I'm happy, but I could be worse. Ive been going through a sorta mid-life-crisis (quarter life really lol) of where I don't know who I am, what I really want/need to do in life, and I just feel like I have to stagnate for now until I can force a ball to even roll. I've decided I can't handle being a Vet-Tech since I wouldn't be able to handle the whole putting animals down thing. Maybe a groomer but Im unsure still. I have found my fondness back into my anthro love- I'm getting tempted to make a suit for the hell of it XD (not really, more like a mask to see if my real self will pop out underneath...) since I really was into it in my younger years (10-15ish age) but 'grew out' of it trying to fit in with other people (issue I have) I had to give away my cat Hazel...which I periodically break down over and one of my moms birds just can't stand my dog Gizmo to the point she pretty much screeches non. stop. when she sees her -_-;

Theres a lot of things going on that could just not happen that would make this whole new situation a lot better (husband is worse off then me due to issues with someone, so we are just kinda keeping  each other afloat atm)

So yea...Im not trying to look for sympathy or anything, I just kinda need to vent. Theres nothing I can really DO that can change anything going on, which is why I will have to white knuckle it til its over. But I do thank everyone that is supporting me through this. <3

I do have commissions I need to do but they can't happen til my comps up- I'm so sorry!!

  • Listening to: Frozen- Let it Go
  • Reading: Vampire Lestat

So....Now what?

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 23, 2013, 9:32 AM

For those interested in my life XD

So finding a job has been super difficult for me. I need something that pays more then minimum, especially now (I pay rent 6 months in advance, next payment will be in December) I have applied for Unemployment however it hasn't kicked in yet.
So this means I will have to move out.

Its just a pain (I have too much stuff!), but I will be moving back in with my mom. This way I have a place to live, and I can be like a live in Nurse for her surgeries. And since I won't need to worry about rent I can go to school to be a Vet Tech in the meantime.
For those wondering about my Husband- He has a type of Autism and can't hold a steady job. He is trying for disability but we are having trouble finding a good therapist thats free. He will either live with his sister or brother, or go half way across the country to live with his mom (hopefully the first two so I can still see him)

So the rest of September I will be accepting my fate so I dont have a serious panic attack about everything. Then October will be the month of Purging (Selling/getting rid of most of my stuff) November will be packing, and December will be relaxing until I move at the end of the month.

So thats my situation so far. I'm going to try to get some of my dolls completed.

  • Listening to: Birds
  • Reading: Anne Rice Vampire Series
  • Watching: Youtube
  • Playing: Pokemon Rumble
  • Drinking: Water

Career Thought

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 6, 2013, 2:41 PM

Anyone in the Vet Tech field? I've been thinking about it for awhile now and I think I want to be a Vet Tech/Assistant. I know its has its pros, and more then enough of Cons, but the cons don't bother me. Last week I found a pidgeon that I believe had flown into a window. I took it home, made it comfy, fed it and gave it water. I thought it was going to die, but a few days later it was fine and I released it. I do it with any animal I come across, whether they pass or not, I always want them to be the most comfortable and help them with what I personally can (I have taken quite a few to a vet if they are not a pest, like a dog I had found on the side of a road- the owners were so happy someone had brought it in) And I know my dolls would be on the backburner for a bit, but I will never stop doing art. I don't want to leave my city though (Las Vegas, NV) So I only have a local Collage that actually has good classes. There's PIMA but with people I've spoken to they say its not very good in what they teach you.

I still need a way of getting money in the meantime so I was planning on getting somesort of job at a vet clinic.

Anyone willing to share their experiences? Like what I should expect?

Thank you

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 27, 2013, 6:33 PM
Hello Everyone :)

Thank you all for your Birthday wishes- Sorry for not replying to anyone lately, things have just been...a mess.

Mom is fine, she went through the surgery and is all healed besides her pinky finger is still working its way to having feeling. She is schedualed for her other hand in the next couple months. However on my birthday she burst a blood vessel in her other hand (the one without surgery) so I spent a good time in the hospital with her. The doctors said it should be fine before surgery, but gosh it looked terrible :(

I lost my job at the embroidery factory. The roof collapsed from a storm (poor roof maintenance since we live in a desert), and everything was so hectic there were errors with orders, so he had to let me go, with about an hour notice :\ So I have no job, and started looking for them on my birthday since it happened on Thursday. whoot.

So right now I'm trying to get my dolls ready for release. I have my Anwens finished I just have to finish the site and take pictures. I'll probably post them here first. I'm more motivated now then ever to work on dolls.

I'm also painting more Disney dolls, probably will be for sale since I need the money :\

Sorry for the tl;dr post- I don't normally like gushing my problems out to the world :\ I will try to be more active now- but you'll probably see more dolls then cute though ;P

Mom in Surgery

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 11, 2013, 9:57 AM

My mom is having surgery on her hands so she can use them better.

She had really bad Carpal Tunnel and her surgeon who did the original surgery had bandaged her arms too tight. My mom didn't know since she was out most of the time and on pain killers. This caused it so she has poor use of her tendons.

I will be helping her for the next 5 days, making sure she doesn't lift anything over 5lbs or overwork herself.

I have my fingers crossed and I hope everything goes well. This new surgeon seems to be personally determined to fix her. She showed him her art she did a long time ago that she no longer can do.

My mom is my Idol and my mentor when it comes to art. She has done such beautiful painting, sculptures, drawings, poems. When she lost the ability to use her hands it almost felt like she lost part of herself. I have secretly seen sketches and things she's tried to do and the frustration I feel off of them when looking at them make me so sad. She can hardly hold a pencil. I just want to see her be able to give the world her art again. Her creativity.

  • Mood: Joy
  • Watching: My Little Pony
  • Drinking: Protien Shake

Life as of now

Journal Entry: Wed May 15, 2013, 1:25 PM

My new job is going steady and I really enjoy everyone I work with :) We are getting busier so I am getting even more hours :)

We are branching out from Embroidery and will be doing things like custom mugs, promotional items, sandblasting, and more. I can't wait!

The people I work with are helping me get my dolls under way and going like a real company.
However I have a setback with my Anwen dolls.
They won't be sent to me til September OTL.

SO she will not be a summer strawberry release like I wanted, she will have to be either a fall or Halloween release. Anyone have a good resin color they would like to see her in besides normal?

I will be getting my Succubus doll done and sent off to a different person who does casting, I have my fingers crossed this goes better (Which it should :D)

My doggy recently had surgery, she's all better now (Anus gland got swollen and while waiting for the vets to fix it it ruptured :()

So that is my life so far, if anyone reads or cares lol. Mostly this is why I havn't updated with drawings or anything. Truthfully I rather be sculpting. :)

  • Mood: Joy
  • Watching: My Little Pony
  • Drinking: Protien Shake

New Job!

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 20, 2013, 4:15 PM

Its part time right now but in two weeks will get full time/or if it gets busier soon. I get twice the amount in one week then in two. I mainly manage orders for an Embroidery company, that also does things like Stickers, mugs, keychains, etc as well. Today was my first day, I was rather sleepy but when orders came in I was right on em :D After tomorrow I will be by myself though XD

Things are starting to look up :D

  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Watching: Dr. Who
  • Playing: Ni No Kuni: Wrath of the White Witch
  • Eating: Subway
  • Drinking: Tea

Commissions: OPEN

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 8, 2013, 5:52 PM

My Commissions are Open!

Its come to my attention I forgot to switch my banner XD

I can also do sculptures. I'll try to get some personal ones done :)

  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Watching: Dr. Who
  • Playing: Ni No Kuni: Wrath of the White Witch
  • Eating: Hot Wings
  • Drinking: Pepsi